LYRICS:

Last time that I talked you guys you thought I was mental
I explained how I felt cause I thought you were people I could vent to
But you just laughed, said I’m crazy, stupid, and slightly special
That I should quit, or end my life so now i resent you
Now I’m in a room all by myself
Get your hands off me I don’t need your help
You don’t care about me or how I felt
My heart, my mind, my soul or health
I was so damn heated I thought I was gonna melt
You discarded my cries and now ima have to yell
Just look in my eyes tell me what they spell
"H" "E" [he] NO’s I’s am in plus two L’s (hell) (im in hell)
I’ve been searching tryna find a way
Trapped inside my mind is where I stay
You torment and laughed at all my pain
For no reward or any type of gain
I feel the rage it’s spreads inside my veins
I see the hate it sticks inside my brain
This life is nice but I cannot sustain
so I’m here to explain that
i aint a INDUSTRY NIGGA
I’m a NIGGA in the INDUSTRY
I got a HARD DICK for PUSSIES who think I’m SOFT and are not FEELING ME
why are you fucking up all of my energy
I did this independently
But you had a large entity
Leave me alone don’t even mention me
I’m going crazy when I look around I swear I see 10 of me
I’m not BIPOLAR but I feel an IMBALANCE inside me CHEMICALLY
up down up down
go my emotions and I feel incredibly
SICK but also the REMEDY
CLICKS,
why they’re promoting anything
I think Weight on my chest is anxiety
Or maybe I’m tired of dealing with all of these different identities
If they don’t like me then it’s jealousy
Talk behind my back cause they know I got the sauce and I’m cooking up this recipe
I can’t let you get best of me
You are not my dog I’ve said it before
but if you were I would name you Penelope
You cannot save face
I will feast on your heart on a plate on a Sunday
and I won’t even say grace
Take it out let it r.i.p like beyblade
Then take your mind and try to find where I reside cuz I